Feeling Bleh

A watermelon in my gut! No wonder it has felt like I'm carrying around a billion pounds lately. 

Feeling slightly discouraged at not having any signs of anything happening except for menstrual cramps. And no, there is no pattern. Just cramps that last for hours -- just like regular cramps.

I don't want to be in the hospital on Christmas :(, and I don't want to sit on my couch all day on Christmas not being able to bend over and do anything. Christmas is my favorite holiday, and I look forward to it all year. I love Christmas music, Christmas lights, and everything Christmas. I feel jipped of my Christmas experience this year. 

Thanks for letting me mope in this post.